ilovebrightlights.

I know you've been reading.

:)

Come say hello.

It's just not right. Why does this always happen to me? Honestly.

It's not as if you were gonna proper marry him anyway.

i want someone to remember me for the rest of their lives. & to think about how great things were when we were together. & how everything just felt right. & like it was all in place exactly how it was supposed to be. i want to put a beer in your hand, a smile on your face & give you a day to remember. i want one day to mean so much that it’s a day you’ll never forget. & not because we went somewhere amazing or did something incredible, just because we were there. & we laughed. & everything was perfect. the sun was out. the music was good. we were intoxicated. & it couldn’t get any better. maybe we’ll snap a picture or two. & when you look at those pictures & see the happiness on our faces you’ll feel the exact same happiness that you felt that day. ten, twenty, thirty, forty years from that day. you’ll remember me. you’ll remember that day. you’ll remember the beer & the smiles & the laughs & the sun & the music. & you’ll remember feeling infinite. & you’ll say to yourself, "that was epic." true happiness. it’s rare. but when you find it, things couldn’t be any better. & true happiness is the happiest when it’s found in something simple. something or someone. somewhere or somehow. not because of something mind blowing, but because of something that happens everyday to millions upon millions of people. but for some reason, on that particular day, that was exactly what you needed. a free blanket, a home run, a car ride, a song, a book, a friend, a smile. life could be so much simpler than we make it. so much more enjoyable. sit back & enjoy the ride. don’t look for anything in particular in anyone or anything. just find happiness without looking. it’s everywhere. everywhere you go. everywhere you want to be. the sun. the sunglasses. the drive. the dress you wore. the song playing on the radio. the person in the driver's seat. the cigarette in your hand. everything can be epic if you want it to be. you just have to make it epic. you have to feel it. i don’t really know how you feel it or how you find it but i do know that whenever you do, everything is perfect. & even if it’s only perfect for a minute, it’s enough to last for the rest of your life. i want to be epic. i want to make you smile & make you laugh & i want you to remember me because of something simple & not something huge. i want to be real. & i want to be infinite. i want to rock your world. fuck yeah.

Hello.

I've not had time to post a proper post. Let's just say college is mega hectic, everyone's practically going insane. Looking forward to getting the semester over and done with, and after that... a month off. Thank God. London, here I come. I've missed you so ;) Camden Town, wait for me. H&M, wait for me. HMV, wait for me! Music Festivals/Gigs (fingers crossed). Also fingers crossed that I don't fail any subjects this semester. I can't afford waiting a whole year to resit a a subject :(

Proper post soon; Promise!

PS: I miss you!

Ta.

I sense something amiss.
Here we go again.

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What is the biggest mistake people make on a first date?

1. Talking to much about their exes.

2. Trying too hard to be funny/ laughing way too much.

3. Boasting and showing off.

Mmmmmm yeah.

I am one of the boys.

I think I've been told at least ten times already.

Do we look alike? O.O

Seriously.

Miley.

I had a good night last night :D

But but but but but, I had the craziest dream ever. For realz yo.

I had a dream that I got in a car accident, then I was riding a superbike home and I was in front of your house, and I saw this huge car (it looked like a lynx or a bobcat or something) and I tried to help it cause it was injured. Turns out, the joke was on me and the cat was obviously faking and preceded to try and devour me. So I started beating it up with my camera tripod (which appeared outta nowhere, I swear). But after a couple of hits I realised that everytime I hit the cat, I kinda hurt myself. After I stared at the car and the car stared at me, I realised I was the car and the cat was I.

It was crazy.

Then I awoke and my body kinda ached.

But whatever it is, I enjoyed myself last night :)